TAGGED?!! - oh alright.

I was tagged by Alison, so here's to you kid. ( I had more from other friends too. guess I am about the last one to do one of these. )

I am - tired and anxious
I want - to get all my credits on time to graduate and get my degrees
I wish - I was in Hawai'i
I hate - the unknown
I miss - the good ol' days before I had to know so little about so much to become a Doctor
I hear - my fan spinning and clanking and my computer humming
I wonder - where I will be in 2 - 3 months
I regret - nothing because I love my life after it's all said and done
I am not - as self confident as I would like to be
I dance - when the beat moves me no matter where or how.
I sing - if I know the song or tune, you can sing like instruments too you know. :)
I cry - more than I use to but not too often
I am not always - on time
I make - a good friend, cause cooking is out of the question for me on this one.
I write - to relieve stress
I confuse - easy, simple things with over analyzing too deep
I need - a long night sleep and a long back massage
I start - my day with the snooze alarm
I finish - my day setting the snooze alarm

How in Debt are you?

Here is a survey to see how much it costs to "Be who you want to be."

Lets take my loan total for instance....

School:
Parker College of Chiropractic Graduate

Occupation:
Chiropractic Doctor

Debt:
$133,732.00

What's yours? I am interested! This is kind of fun. (till I have to start paying on it) ; )

New Link ---> Look ---> LOOOOOK ------->

Check out my new site on the "links" It's the "astronomy picture of the Day" link.

AWESOME site. To see more pictures from past days click on the link at the top of the page that says, "Discover the cosmos!"

Enjoy!!!

~Allison

Everwood's final finale

So I am bummed because the only show that I took time out to watch every week, that I have really ever done that for on a consistent basis, is gone. Gone off the WB forever because of new management, and there is word they are bringing back Seventh Heaven. That finale was so horrible and the actors on there are not the best. Keep the show that people actually like to watch. COME ON!!

So anyways..... the reason for this is because there was a quote that Andy Brown, a father on the show, said to his son. It was something like this:

"It doesn't matter who you are with in the picture (future) as long as you are happy where you are. What matters is what you look like in the picture."

It made me think of mine. I had a discussion today at lunch with friends about this very topic. Who would be in our future and the struggles we are facing now. Would we still be happy in the future if things didn't change? It was more on, "don't settle for someone who's heart is not fully in it, you deserve to have someone who loves you as much as you love them." And my thinking was, "well if I am happy and am fully in love with someone and am with that someone, what else really matters. I am happy." And they were saying that would just be fooling yourself and in the "picture" so to say, You wouldn't be happy.

Hence the profoundness to me tonight about the great quote (which was more astounding than my reverb of it). And I came to a conclusion about my life; where I am right now, who I am right now and the future I want to have, the person/people in the picture, I am happy in my picture and will be happy in that picture. I know how I feel and if the other person doesn't know or feel as much as I, but is still with me and happy being there, then why constantly think about it and worry.

So now the pondering question for you to share on....
Do you think it right (a true happy picture) to just go on being happy with your life because you are in love with all of it, and the person you love the most is in it. No matter where that person may be in their picture. They are there with you, right, so should you worry about all the other stuff or just be happy, because you are?

And this song comes to mind...... (Melissa this is for you)
OOOO ooo ooo oooo oo oo oooo oooo oo oo ooo ooo OOOOOO
oooooo oooo oo ooo ooo oo OOOOOOO
ooooo oooo oo oo OOOOOO
Don't worry, be happy now. (REPEAT X ~)